Chaos!

The worst part about anything in life is saying goodbye. And not only to people, to places and to objects. When you spend a large amount of time in one place you grow attached to things around you. In my building there is a cleaning lady, and every morning this winter she would make sure that I was dressed properly for the weather outside. She always was understanding when I asked her to clean my room another day because I was sick. And she always made sure I stayed home when I was sick. I can still hear her saying "my goodness you should be in bed, not going to school." I have grown very attached to Rose, at a very personal level. I will miss her over these next four months, and all next year, when I move into a different apartment.

I will in general miss Fredericton in the months to come. It's a wonderful city. Between the people and the friendly atmosphere. The mall is kind of scary on Saturday's (I recommend you avoid that at all cost, and that is me being helpful.) I will miss - though some days I hated it - waiting for the bus to take me to school in the morning. The people always looked every so miserable about having to start their day so early, and having to take the bus that carries all the students from residence almost every half hour. Which, I must admit, living off-campus, can get for the most part very annoying.

I will miss impulsive trips to downtown Fredericton, and to the mall. Oh, I love downtown. With all the small shops and comic book store. THE COFFEE shops, oh my goodness. Those I will miss the most. I suppose that all of this ties into the loss of everything! However, I will be returning in fall to another apartment, that this hassle actually won't be necessary. FUCK YEAH for twelve month lease.

The day began early, at like 9:20 with my grandmother banging on my door to "get the hell out of bed" (f.y.i. I miss that bed already, so big and comfy.) I got up and proceeded to pack what little items I have left. And, realized my cousin and lots of things unpacked.

After awhile, we went out, for a much needed break.

My grandmother, Kelsey and I went to Cora's! Many delicious things were consumed.

So good right? Yes. Ate every bite.

I spent the day packing...which was not fun. At one point I was considering using one of the boxes for a vomit pit. So much heaving of heavy boxes. But we managed to get it all into one vehicle, a van. THAT IS FUCKING TALENT.

After being excited about going home for four months...to work a 9-5 job. I...well...

So peaceful...just leave me!

I ended my day fantastically with ice cap supreme, it's not Starbucks, but it sure was good!

Even though I left behind a lot, I'm taking much of it with me. And, I will be back. Also, I wish to add my most recent epic outfits, ones of which I'm so proud of.

My old lady sweater! Best sweater in existence.

"Nathalie is Coming"

~ N